It’s funny when stupid people use big words over and over again to make themselves seem mature.
Intelligence doesn’t come that easy.
If you’re so bothered when I talk to other guys, why don’t you just talk to me yourself?? Cos it’s you > them, fersure. Really, it bugs you that much and you don’t even try to take time out of your day (when you’re not in class, sleeping, or at practice) to talk to me..
I promise you one day, I’ll be happy. One day everything for me will fall into place. I’ll have no reason to cry or worry late at night, I’ll have no reason to feel left out or isolated from everyone. One day, the love of my life will come along at the right time. One day, my family will truly be proud of who I am. One day, I’ll graduate with a good grade in AP math, english, and science. One day I’ll find a sport I’m good at and actually enjoy. One day, I’ll hear my name called for Winterball Princess/Queen. One day I’ll get my black belt. One day, i’ll find someone I can hang out with everyday after-school like it’s a regular thing. But most importantly, one day I’ll realize you’re such a waste of my time. THEN I can finally move on and be happy.
I would rather have my boyfriend become my bestfriend, than my bestfriend become my boyfriend.
I want to find someone who catches my attention enough to make me take a second look. I want to learn something new about you everyday. Not spend however many months “talking to see if it’ll work out.” I want to be able to trust my instincts. I want to take a chance. Then, I want equal effort returned to prove my chance was worth it.
I wonder if you used to talk about me to your friends..
Did you ever have to ask them for advice or suggestions about me? Did they think we were “perfect” like mine dodid?
&when you were talking about me.. did you tend to stop for a few moments, smile, then continue talking, like I had to?
I personally think I gave you way too many chances.
I still do, too. I just hope you know that one day, I just won’t be able to accept your “Sorry.” ‘s. I won’t find the good in my heart to forgive you. Or maybe.. I’ll just realize that you don’t deserve to be forgiven. Go ahead.. test me! I promise sooner or later I’ll stop making this same choice over &over again.
